I can’t do this anymore.

This song is literally my life right now. I can’t even explain how much I relate to this song and just how much I love it. 

It’s so weird how you can find random songs at the most random places that somehow are able to describe exactly how you’re feeling. 

Thank you Starbucks for helping me find this song lmao

I have no idea what I should do. This is so overwhelming. 

Thank God I have someone to help me.

Why the fuck is school so expensive. 

:’(

Done. Moving on. Letting go. Going back to how I want things to be.

I’ll be much happier this way.

(:

I will never understand.
I regret letting him back into my life. I should have never done it. I think it’s time I delete him from Facebook. I’m tired of him randomly sending me messages.

Holy crap. 

We have agreed that I am bipolar as fuck, I get random ass mood swings and I have a “mild” case of turrets. I know myself and I know I can be needy and clingy and straight up annoying. But even after knowing all of this about me and experiencing most of it first hand on a daily basis he still sticks around. 

It amazes me how crazy I’ve been around him and how he manages to deal with it. Like I’ve asked him before, idk how he can put up with me. But I’m glad he does. I’d be pretty lost if it wasn’t for him. >.<

He says I’m worth the headache, what else could I ask for in a guy lol

we are friends.

So please mind your own fucking business.

what a fucking bitch. 

All that is not necessary. 

Totally ruined my day and it’s not even fucking 11 yet.

Bitch.

until last night. Shit was not ok. 

Tried to hit my best friend but ended up getting almost on top of both of us and punching me. Kept pushing some girl, kinda punched her in the face. Kept punching Joe and just being loud and angry.

I can handle people being loud and stupid and embarrassing when they’re drunk. But violent? Yeah I don’t like it. No need for that shit.

Totally killed the vibe bitch. 

I accidentally deleted our conversation. Noooo. I hate this :’(

I am completely done putting myself out there for you. 

You know where to find me. 

Fucking asshole.

This shit is no joke. I’m so scared. I just want to know what’s wrong. But i literally want to die from how much this shit sucks.

Waaahhh I hate the doctor. 

Oh so confused.

This weekend just totally fucked with my head.

Spending time with my big ol’ cutie tmr morning though. That should distract me and keep me happy. 

I have to make some big decisions pretty soon but being around him will keep my mind occupied for awhile.

All for him. I made it there safely and I made it home safely and that’s all that matters. I finally got what I wanted. From this point on I don’t care if we end up together or not. All I know is that tonight was awesome. I’m finally a big girl lmao

Excited for Monday :D