I was going insane without it. I almost wasted all the data on my phone lol Yay now to continue my life on the internet. I missed my laptop and my Tumblr followers :D
So today I went to my first ever baseball game and obviously it was a Dodgers game. I had the most amazing time. I wasn’t expecting myself to have such a good time. But I didn’t even care about the game (baseball has never interested me and it never will, even after this game) the reason I had such a good time was because of the people that were there.
Jenna Marbles threw the first pitch! Jenna fucking Marbles threw the first pitch!!! I knew they had celebrities throw the first pitch but I never thought I would see her! I love her YouTube videos and I can’t believe she was there!
And then Bryan Cranston was there!!! Fucking Bryan Cranston!!!!! My mind was blown when I saw him!! I’ve been obsessing over Breaking Bad for the past few weeks and have been really excited for the new season and then I get to see the main fucking character!! I loved it!!!
All in all it was such a good experience and I’m so happy I went!
My day started off so horrible and it just got better and better.
Not to mention he’s back in my life❤
Today was awesome!
I needed something new to watch and this was the first series I found interesting and omg is this show awesome!
I kind of already know some stuff that’s going to happen thanks to tumblr but I’m still excited to see how it all unfolds!
And I can’t decide if I like Blair or Serena more. So far I like them both.
I’m glad I started watching :D
No tears were shed for you.
It was all for jokes and giggles.
These past few months I’ve been doing so good with not getting attached to guys. No matter what our relationship was I was never wanting or craving their attention and it made me happy that I could be so distant from someone and yet still be in a relationship of some kind with them without having to have constant communication with them.
But now this guy comes along and completely fucks that up. In such a small time span he has completely engulfed my mind. I don’t even know how it happened.
I hope it goes away. Being attached to him is not a good thing. It’s how I get hurt.
I need to resist the urge of falling for him!
Beach, beer, sushi and friends. I have a really amazing group of friends. My summer would be miserable without them!
Can’t wait for Friday. Hopefully I can get my workaholic to go. If not. Then until next time. (:
And I absolutely love it. Seeing his face today was the best. He puts me in the best mood. Even if we only get to talk for a little bit I still love it.
I feel like he’s different than anyone I’ve talked to these past few months.
It’s different because I have to put in some effort as well.
It’s like they say,”nothing worth having comes easy”, and I can tell this won’t be easy for me because I’m not use to it. But it will surely be worth it in the end❤
I stayed up till 2 in the morning with him.
I swear he has the cutest laugh. And that tattoo!
Can’t wait to spend time with him again :D
In the mean time. Off to Six Flags!
Make me so damn happy. I swear we talk about the stupidest things but it’s none stop laughter. I get butterflies every time we talk.
I honestly haven’t felt like this about a guy in a while. I’m so happy he found me and so happy that we started talking.
Excited about him❤
I’d drop everything for.
He has me like that
Was seriously the best day ever. There were NO lines at any rides. It was AMAZING. I wish it was like this all the time. I got on X2, Tatsu and Full Throttle twice! I went on so many rides it’s insane. I even made friends with a really cute couple.
I love how open I am with people now. I can talk to anyone. I think I got that from someone and I’m glad I did. My life has been so much better since I picked up that habit.
Today was a damn good day can’t wait to go back :D
I have changed in more ways than I can even understand.
I have gone from being overly emotional, unbelievably obsessive and pathetically attached; to someone who holds little emotions and could careless if someone comes or goes.
I guess it’s both a good and bad thing. I’ve been hurt less this way. Since people hold no value in my life, whether they are here or not makes no difference to me. Which in turn keeps me happy.
At the same time I see it as a bad thing. I have disregarded the fact that some people are simply using me and pushed that notion aside. I could careless because I myself am using them.
I guess this is what happens when you finally realize that what you want is out of reach. Yes I’ve done some things I said I’d never do but hey that’s life.
And I will continue to live my life the way I want to. Doing whatever makes me happy, with no shame, no regret, no looking back.
There’s still a void that needs to be filled but I refuse to lower my standards and force myself onto someone just to seem happy.
I know if I’m patient I will find what I’m looking for without even having to try.
If someone starts telling you something about my personal life tell them you’re not interested. Worry about your damn self bitch.
Oh and try to stop lying. Everyone knows the truth.
I had an amazing day at Six Flags yesterday. I love going with people who have never been there before. Making them go on only the BEST rides. I’m so glad my friends loved it and I’m so glad we got to go on X2, literally the best ride ever!! :D
This has been such a good summer so far!
All I had to do was stop talking to you for a little and you disappeared. You didn’t even fight to stay in my life. You yourself kind of walked away.
I guess it makes sense. Our whole relationship was a bit unconventional so what else could I expect.
Idk I guess I just thought you would be a little more persistent.
You live and you learn I guess.
I’m moving on. Thank you for the memories. I won’t forget you.